get lost, go away

ask me
how many times
my heart has been broken

and I will ask you 
to look in the sky

and count the stars
fullstop

life may be unexpected sometimes but I don't really expect my life could be like this. there may be ups and downs in our life. yeah, I got a lot of things to think at the same time. it's really hard to describe. not miserable but not cool at all. lately, I've been spending too much time sitting in front of my lappy. what else? blog-ing, fb-ing, twitter-ing and Dota of course. I don't know what to do what to say what to plan and bla bla blaa.

hmm, stay still. everything happens for a reason. we should look at the bright side, think positive. when one door of happiness closed, another is open. euw am I writing this right now. yes, I overthink. I don't know why and I confused. I can't really understand my ownself. 

bisikku pada bulan

kembalikan kekasihku, temanku, syurgaku

tanpa dia

malam menemaniku

sepi memelukku

bulan

jangan biar terang

biar alam ini kelam

biar sepi

sepertiku

out of topic jap,

a relationship supposed to be between two person. and the whole world doesn't need to know about it. am I right? but myb for certain ppl, dorg nak satu dunia tahu. kalau boleh nak cop dekat girlfriend or boyfriend dia yg *he's mine* or *she's mine*. so that orang tak boleh ambil. 

kau cop lah satu badan sekali pun tapi kalau dah boyfriend atau girlfriend kau nak lari, dia akan lari jugak. kalau dia nak flirt dgn org lain ka apa ka, still dia akan lari juga kan. 

you have to agree with me. I learnt it from my own experience,
dealing with this love thingy. bai