I'm All Yours & You're All Mine

MAYBE LIFE ISN'T FOR EVERYONE?

sometimes I get so sad

so sad that I completely shut down

I stare blankly at the wall and it doesn't matter what u said to me

because at that moment, I don't exist.

                                   I am not depressed

                                   I can still smile at pretty things

                                   and laugh when jokes are funny

                                   I can still talk to people

                                   and enjoy nice day.

but when I go inside                                        

when I'm alone                                        

there is something broken                                        

and I fall into a sadness so sweet                                        

and that's engulf me                                        

                                   I look at the mirror

                                   and I don't like what I see

                                   and the tears always fall

                                   when I'm falling asleep

I am not depressed                                       

I've been sad for a while                                       

but I can still find the light                                       

I can still smile.                                       

MAYBE I'M JUST TOO COMPLICATED FOR ANYONE TO LOVE

I am sorry..

I am so sorry..

I'm sorry I've got to be this way..

but it hurts me..

more than you think..

I wish..

I wasn't like this anymore..

forgive me for being this way..

I need help..

I need comfort..

Please..

just save me from myself..