PAPER TOWN

now i am going down
and i can feel the eyes are watching me so closely
i am trying not to make a sound 
cz i'll be found out somehow

don't stop, No
it's never enough 
i'll never look back
never give up
and if it gets rough
it's time to get rough
but now i'm falling
i'm falling..
falling..
but
they keep saying
don't stop, No
i'll never give up
and i'll never look back
just hold your head up
and if it gets rough
it's time to get rough


i am not be the myth ppl made me out to be. it just a pretty something. and u all have that pretty something on yourselves too. what a treacherous thing is to believe that a person is more than a person.

i should lives in paper town. there myb the real place i belong to. every paper girl needs a paper town. the town which no one lives there. only me. myself. and i.  

i used to believe everyone gets a miracle. or they are miracles. and i still do. but as it turns out, i am nothing. i am not a miracle. i am not an adventurer. i am not some fine precious thing. 

i am a girl. 

it took me a long time to realize how wrong i was. not just about myself. i was wrong about a lot of things. 

myb we wont all win the lottery. or marry a royalty. aha. or make that last second shot. but that doesn't mean we wont have amazing adventures. we meet exceptional ppl. and make indelible memories :) 

the trick is
to notice
before it's too late.


1 comment:

Unknown said...

Hi.
i just want to tell you something that's really important for you to know
i realized that i made some mistakes
and that sometimes i make you mad
we fight for no reason , all the time...
but even though we have a lot of problems
you know that i'm still here for you (tpi bagi ko aku takde masa ko tgh sedih)
im thinking if i fight for "us" it's worth or not i dont know..
entah..
well.. honestly.. i love spending time with you not "DOTA"
i love every single moment that we've shared...
you're the reason why i smile everyday
i love the fact you're a part of my life
you're so important to me...
i just want to be by your side for the rest of my life
i know that it's hard to not give up
to stick by someone's side...
but relationships arent't perfect
please don't give up on us...
"GIVEUSACHANCE"
we will get through it...
a lot of people said that couldn't make it...
that we weren't going to last...
but look at me, i've still trying..
and im glad.
i want this to last forever
i promise you that i'll take care of you
i promise to love you more and more everyday
i promise to be a better person
because i want to be worthy...
i don't care about ur past..
because i want to be your present..
and you future..
Because I LOVE YOU.. <3