Life Isn't Fair


there are things you can't just control
there are things you have to let go
there are things you have to be tough about it
there are things I am taught to be neutral about
yet, I'm just a human being
I feel alone
all the time
lucky you have them
lucky you have what you want.


memang saya rasa 2 3 hari ni PMS menyerang. so sensitive. tak boleh salah sikit. nak mengamuk. kronik-II. pantang ada yg nak marah, mula berair mata. aduhhh

these past few days pun kerap menangis. penat. salah satu tempat saya nk luah, kat blog ni. 

kenapa?
sebab blog tak judge saya, blog isn't a living thing. doesn't have any feeling at all I guess. it would be easier. 

pasal apa menangis?
easy. sebab pada waktu siangnya saya 'fight' dgn hidup, deals with a tons of crap, and at the end of the day, I have nothing left but tears. Allah... 

how do I get over all that?
plan for the unwarranted future. imagine the ideas, sketch them in mind and list down :) 


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